Little Black Book of Misery

2009-07-02T09:56:00.002+08:00

because Wordpress has the Import function, so i'm going to be wordpress-ing from now on.
http://peargood.wordpress.com

the freedom to bitch and rant all i want.
those interested in reading the lock entries, ask me for the password.

2009-07-01T14:21:00.001+08:00

i am reluctant to shift from Blogger to Wordpress but circumstances are forcing me to do so, just to protect my own privacy and freedom of speech.
Why can't Blogger have the password function, entries instead of the whole blog?
i have tons to rant about.

2009-06-25T09:07:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Hau!!!

it's yet another 18th Birthday for you as well, so welcome to the club!

so we headed over to Mykii in Holland Village for dinner and we like it there!

the interior design of the restaurant is minimalistic and the all white walls just exudes freedom. at the same time, the lighting there is great for taking photos, no flash needed.

the food is a fusion between east and west and they do blend very well with each other.

desserts are a must try.
throughout dinner, we just kept popping out presents to the Birthday Girl.
the 4 little presents includes a Tiara, a necklace (pendant is a crystals in the shape of a present), a fake Juicy Couture charm bracelet and finally a Ty kitten (which i would have gotten myself one if not for it being the last piece. the fur is soooooo soft to touch!)

after dinner, it's time for Transformers!

totally loving the show as always.

i suspect it's because i spent my childhood days with my cousins, playing and watching transformers.
haha.
the show is great but not awesome, which the first one was.

***

this entry was saved under drafts for quite a few days and now i had given up wanting to publish pictures, so it's yet another boring wordy entry.

i de-bling my iPod Nano and gave it to my cousin.
the glue that i had bought was seriously good!
the crystals are sooo hard to take off, yet there was NO glue residue left behind.

2009-06-23T13:25:00.003+08:00

i'm seriously waiting for C to come back, then we can go for lunch all over HV instead of just staying inside the building.

i hate to link lunch and work together in the same place.

so all of us had lunch together in the pantry, and seriously no common topic.

i miss the colleagues from last year.

they might be younger, but i don't seem to have such a problem with younger peeps like my cousins and WZ.

which is also why i don't get why they are so different.

usually when it comes to girls, even if we have almost nothing in common, at least there's still shopping.

shopping is almost a topic which never run dry, at least to the people i met.

but the shopping topic doesn't work here, cause they don't shop!

and they are very chinese, very guai and i seriously can't think of how to 'bond' with them.

i just feel that they are very boring.

and it's so hard to act interested in the topics that they are saying cause it's so boring and redundant.

they know the names n faces for the whole level and made up "relationships" about so and so.

totally childish and boring.

oh, and i bought my netbook to work today cause i totally hate the speed of the cpu here.

in contrast, i can search a webpage, log in (when necessary) and the cpu still haven't open up the browser.

can totally bang my head against the walls.

i need to stop grumbling, rumbling and ranting.

2009-06-21T23:52:00.003+08:00

one thing that Google and Firefox had gotten it right.

Customisation is the key.

people no longer want an interface that is dead and fixed.

they want something in which they can customise to their liking and is easy to use.

i can add gadgets, widgets and other add-ons such that it enhance the whole experience.

not only can i add, i can decide where i want it to be.

i love things which are customisable.

for example, a charm bracelet you see in a random stall is absolutely gorgeous, BUT you hated one of the charm and they don't allow you to change the charm.

the decision that i will make is to walk away and look at other store's offering.

however, if they had allowed me to change the awful looking charm to one that i truly like, i will buy the bracelet and not regret.

this is also the reason why people are going mad buying Thomas Sabo, regardless of the prices charged.

alright, i don't intend to continue this entry into some form of essay, which might be able to qualify as a thesis. nobody wanna sit through that anyway.

on a sad note, it's Monday again.

*sigh*

2009-06-20T01:23:00.002+08:00

as from the Tweet, it's nothing new but i hadn't think of myself as such a Google person, till now. the Gphone should just upgrade itself till it's super powerful that i have no reasons to turn it down. you guys can then, perhaps, call me Pear-gle instead of Peargood.

finally end of first week of work, but i feel as though i had been working there for eons cause it's still obviously doing the same old stuffs, handling some same old companies.

Mum bought me a crystal angel cellphone accessory, handmade by her friends and they are selling it.

she chose this angel with pinkish wings cause she said they are the bling-est.

now i know where i got my genes from.

*bling bling*

one would think that working in an office environment is a safe environment, especially when the Ah1N1 virus is so rampant around the world.

dead wrong.

we are having foreign visitors and shareholders coming in and out due to events and meetings that it's not safe anymore.

and some US person sneezed into A's face, throwing us into some paranoid frenzy, constantly checking our temperatures and telltale symptoms.

adding oil to fire, our office is directly next to the board meeting room.

i'm crossing my fingers and praying for my health.

time for bed.

2009-06-18T00:19:00.002+08:00

J moved into the room with HY and I today and at last, some ice-breaker game of rounds and rounds of Don't Forget the Lyrics.

A and Y are not in the office, helping another dept to run some events.

i fear it's me with my iPod against the rest once again, though i hate plugging my ears when i'm doing work.

i just hope that work will get better instead of for the worst.

i'm lacking motivation to go for work.

i'm so fucking tired i'm like a walking zombie.

If not for the Ethiopians, i might not be able to function.

thankfully they 'invented' coffee.

alright, time for bed.

2009-06-15T21:57:00.002+08:00

my new colleagues are goody2shoes cheenahpoks who don't even have basic inter-personal skills.
perhaps it's due to the fact that i am new to them and them take some time to warm up, however, please at least try to hold a decent conversation, when people have already made the first move.

i don't care which language they speak in, but playing mando-pop tracks in the office ain't cool.
it's simply irritating.
i can only plug in my iPod in order to shut the noise pollution out.

the route to work is so familiar yet a little foreign.
the same old route to work, new faces sharing the same room.

other than J, i can't hold a decent conversation with any of the 3 girls sharing the office with me.
*sigh*
if only J ain't sitting outside.
C, please come to work soon, else i'll turn into a mute and forget how to talk.

2009-06-12T03:58:00.002+08:00

headed to the PC Fair with Hau armed with my shopping list, so that i don't get distracted and buy a ton of stuffs which are wants not needs.
didn't expect the mob of people on a weekday so i wore sandals which got stepped on my the mob and Hau a gazillion times.
anyway, there really is a lot of awesome deals going on.
i got my EeePC + extended warranty for almost 1K last Sep and now the price had dropped to less than 800bucks.
*sigh*

loot of the day:
Seagate FreeAgent Go portable drive (320GB) + free pouch
McAfee Total Protection + free 4GB flash drive
Genius 1.3MP webcam

total damage: $233.90

met up with the A*STAR girls for dinner at JP, Bakerzin.
as usual, catching up with each other and YJ warning me about the ~~weirdos~~ new colleagues working in A*STAR now.
okay, not to that extend but she did made them sound as though they are rather anti-social or having internal conflicts.
something which i do not like and rather avoid.
and we just realised that we meet up every quarterly, though i will be seeing Carmen more once she start work in mid July.
still can't believe that i'm starting work in 3 days.

was super bloated but guess what greet me when i reach home?
2 boxes of muffins from the famous Chocolat N Spice, which i just have to eat one before i sleep.
Double Chocolate which was yummilicous~
love their muffins and will always ask Joel's Mum to help us buy whenever she's buying.

2009-06-10T16:14:00.003+08:00

was surfing for broadband on mobile plans when i stumbled upon the link to check the local data usage for the current month.
logged in my details and got the fright of my life - 8.83mb, when i was expecting kb, not mb.
called up Singtel to clarify if that figure includes wifi data, it doesn't.
so now i can just go and commit suicide cause my Dad is going to murder me when the bill come.
8.83mb translate into a minimum of $44.15, just on surfing internet.
have a feeling it's due to the Opera Mini browser which Sony Ericsson had included for SE users to download.
OM had tons of rave reviews online so i gave it a try and it is indeed faster than IE.
but it connects via the Singtel internet connection instead of Wifi, which is unknown to us.

now i wonder how to break the news to my Dad.
will definitely offer to pay or the extra charges but i bet my ears are gonna suffer from his nagging.

so sway.
T_T

2009-06-10T01:47:00.003+08:00

we finally made it to Fosters at Holland Village for high tea.
the interior decoration reminds me of X'mas, in some little cosy english lady's house.
we had the Devonshire Cream Tea set, which was totally worth it and totally fill us up.
their scones are absolutely great.
thoroughly baked, neither too wet nor too dry.
i like their fresh cream and strawberry preserve to go with the scones.

we sat there for eons, chit-chating and catching up with one another.
will not mind heading there for another high tea session either with Mum or friends.
:D

pictures are taken without flash, therefore they are slightly blur.
rest of the pictures are with the girls.

Vivo City bore us all to death after Loy left, to have a second celebration with her Lover.
Ben & Jerry's, where Hau and I got too engrossed in surfing net on our mobiles that CY was left stoning.
the attack of the Sai Boy means that the trip to Henderson Wave was canceled and we headed back to his house, where he drove at crazy speed and changing lanes every 5 seconds or so.
when he's done shitting, we head over to 900+ (next to Juying Sec) for supper.
they have a rather special Oyster Egg with some unknown sauce and it all goes well together.
the hotplate tofu is not bad as well.

things to get done this week:
sign contract
PC fair
meet A*STAR girls

finally, a vomit of longer entry.

2009-06-09T03:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOY PEI JUN JUNE!

meeting The Peeps or rather, My Girls in the noon, now that CY is officially Vanessa.
My Girls = June, Carol, Vanessa (if they wanna form into a group, they can be named as the J.V.C or V.J.C)

anyway, time flies, i'll be starting work next Monday and i need to start planning and getting those food stuff which i intend to ship by mid July.
i hate to say this, but seriously, time just zoom past like the speed of a roadrunner once your age turns 21.

i used to vomit entries out like nothing and now i just can't seem to find anything to write on.

2009-06-07T22:43:00.003+08:00

slight change in layout and a change in picture, making my blog looks even blacker than before.
initially intended to change the curve balance of the picture but in the end i left it in its original state.
i like how it's all dark with such little light yet the overall image feels so soft.
you can't see her expressions yet it seem as though it's visible.
:)

2009-06-06T17:19:00.002+08:00

results are out!
and i'm glad that my grades for RL and RB were good, second-upper grades.
had expected to fail my MS but i passed, second-lower grades.
would be able to have done better for RL if not for the project grades.
this means that i have to mug harder next semester as well as for my dissertation or i'll be stuck with a second-lower hons.
:D

2009-06-04T15:08:00.001+08:00

check my twitter box.
there's really nothing to blog about.

2009-05-29T23:44:00.004+08:00

received news for me to start work on the 15th, which means only 2 more weeks of freedom and i will start my OL life once again.
totally don't mind just that i won't have the time to play with Joel.

that little kid had grown on all of us.
had taken quite a few photos and a video of him crying, which tickles me to no end.
will upload when i feel less lazy.

went for the facial at Touche, not impress with their service.

2009-05-26T15:07:00.002+08:00

i had been leading an easy life everyday ever since school's out.
it's basically a life of leisure.

i might be going back to my previous job so hurray for me.
admin jobs are boring, but i really like the working environment there.
i have no long leave to go on anyway, cause i'm trying to save as much money as i can.

i have IE, Firefox, Google Chrome and Safari browsers and i still find Firefox the best.
Google Chrome is good in a way that the address bar is also a google search bar, so that's really awesome.
but in terms of speed, i still prefer FF.
i think i'm just biased.

the above made me sound like some tech geek.

anyway, i have to start planning on the food stuff that i intend to buy and ship over.
things like soy sauce, instant noodles and beehoon, cause they are crazy expensive there.
my tenant told me that spaghetti and sauce are crazy cheap there, so i think i'll be eating tons of those and come back heavy as a dinosaur.
Mum say just go Fairprice and stock up, can immediately pack them and send them from SingPost.
i think the cashier at FP will be that i'm a crazy mad woman preparing for the non-existent war.

my Gossip Girl is ready, so i'm off to watch the season finale.
*sigh*
after this, no more GG till end August.
T_T

2009-05-21T02:07:00.002+08:00

the thought of going back to school to submit all those paperwork is not alluring at all.

i had finally finish watching Boys Before Flowers and caught up with Gossip Girl.
now i have to find new shows to watch, just kidding.
now i NEED to find a job.
*sigh*

there's really nothing much to update about.

2009-05-17T23:24:00.003+08:00

Exams are finally over! and this entry is 2 days late.
but nonetheless, i can finally sleep at ease.
a whooping 17hours of sleep, lol

had been watching Boys Before Flowers, which is not bad.
i think of so many versions, the Jap and Korean versions are the best.
the Taiwanese version suck core, with ugly cast.
haha

2009-05-14T15:58:00.002+08:00

2 down, 1 more to go.

the Prof seriously makes a difference, the subject as well.

no need to guess that my favourite module this sem is RB and i'm glad i can answer the questions.

8 questions and 3 hours later, utterly sore fingers.

my fingers went weak from all that non-stop writing, i think towards the end my words were like maggie mee turn spaghetti.

i'm just crossing my fingers that Prof S will be Mr Nice and not deviate from the sample exam papers too much.

i seriously need to score for both RB and RL in order to pull my grades up.

MS is gonna drag everything down, i know.

those 2 inches thick of notes and readings just turned my stomach upside down.

blehh

2009-05-14T03:32:00.001+08:00

14052009
0900hr - 1200hrs
RB

15052009
1400hrs - 1700hrs
RL

can't wait, can't wait.
i should go get some rest.

2009-05-12T16:04:00.002+08:00

i haven't slept since 10pm last night (which i slept from 12noon till then) and had spent the time playing Bejeweled 2 and mugging on those useless chapters of MS, which didn't appear in today's paper AT ALL.
i can totally kill myself.

i need to get some sleep before i concuss and i need to study for RB and i need to stop looking at the clock cause there will be no chance in hoping that the day will suddenly zoom by to 15052009 5pm.
now i just wish for more time to squeeze in RB else i can quit school.
no way am i going to allow any third class honors on my cert, i rather retake the whole course.
HAHA

i just bought Salonpas and Yokoyoko.
i totally feel 80.

2009-05-11T09:15:00.002+08:00

time: 9.15am
Status: still awake, yet to sleep

mugged through the night and i finally completed the core chapters which i think are important.
left with 2 more chapters which i feel like skipping, yet being the kiasu me, i also thinking of mastering up the last remaining energy from my almost corpse-like state of mind to read it.
yet i'm procrastinating by blogging and surfing net.
i guess i will read after i'm awake, it's almost time for bed, afterall.

time: 9.35am
Status: brain dead

2009-05-10T23:08:00.002+08:00

once you start eating, you can't stop.
always the case for durians.
i want more, moRE, MORE!!!

*sigh*

i gotta start my engines for MS again.
T_T

Dad's totally flabbergasted by the amount of coffee i drink.
it's like double shot of what he drinks.

2009-05-09T04:10:00.002+08:00

it's one of those days whereby i'm so inclined to give myself a break, from studying for the past 1 week and i did.
figured that since i couldn't concentrate, i shouldn't force it on myself.
afterall, MS is my most hated subject.

woke up to H's sms regarding that fucker giving us bad grades.
we had feedback and will be waiting for their replies.

3 days to Ms, 5 days to RB, 6 days to RL
counting down and i'll be freed, for 4 months at least, and i'll be gone.

2009-05-07T06:24:00.004+08:00

author. checked
edition. checked
year of publication. checked

we were all pondering why on earth is the reading list chapters so mis-aligned with the text and it took me nearly a whole semester to realise that it's because they are entirely different book!
and the whole of Singapore doesn't stock the book!
the fucking difference in the recommended reading text and the text that we bought: the fucking title.
which i didn't realise till NOW
-_-|||

NLB only has ONE copy and it had went MISSING
schools, bookstores, anything that i can check online, i'd done so.
my only remaining hope is that my friend in SIM can help me borrow the book (totally crossing my fingers that the books are on the shelf waiting to be delivered to me).
of all universities in Sg, SIM HAS THE FUCKING BOOK.

not to mention that the fucking book that we had already gotten, cost us a bomb.
ARGH!!!

***

my life is so sad, i've been sleeping at 7am in the morning.
and i dont have the correct text.
T_T

2009-05-06T00:11:00.002+08:00

books, notes, slides and additional printouts.
i better score for my RL and RB.
as for MS, so dead, so dead.

and i seriously need to finish RL by tomorrow, else i'm soooooo dead.

sometimes, it just takes a bit of exploring to find what you're seeking for.

2009-05-05T03:40:00.001+08:00

information overload.

i'm grateful that RL and RB have common chapters, which i can interlink and use.
but i'm hating the thought of mugging MS, which text is as dry as the desert.

2009-05-04T02:22:00.003+08:00

the readings required to do for RL is sooo thick and sooo much that i'm probably gonna lose my sanity soon.
hadn't been able to concentrate.
not to mention that i totally haven't start on MS, which is the most dreaded and most hated subject of all times.
adding oil to fire, it's the first paper.
T_T

my water-painting teacher added me on FB, much to my surprise!
made me miss those days where i have the luxury of not doing anything but paint all day long.
those days also almost drove my parents nuts cause i totally lost myself in painting and forget about eating or doing anything else.
i miss the kind of trance-like zone where you simply lost yourself in, guided by your senses.
totally helps to de-stress.

2009-05-02T18:22:00.003+08:00

when boredom strikes, one turns to FB and browsing online stores, then hitting self on the head to prevent excessive spending.
that's yours truly.
*sigh*
what sad life i have.

on a lighter note, i'm finally done with the first reading for RB and had started on RL last night.
on the darker side, i'm about to lose what i had retained for RB.

The Parents went on a one night trip to somewhere bear Batam.
the 2 days made me realised that it totally suck to not have Mum at home to cook for you.
i'm so gonna grow fat and die from all the instant noodles that i will be consuming 4 months down the road.
T_T

2009-05-02T00:59:00.001+08:00

i love my books, i love my books, i love my books...

home alone.

2009-04-30T01:43:00.002+08:00

it's so amazing that i got a Sergio Rossi Zip Back Sandals knock off without even realising it.
that pair of heels that i got for CNY this year, that's the pair.
the difference other than the brand and material used, is that the zip at the back of the original extends all the way to the tip of the heels.
absolutely hot.

there i go, losing motivation and concentration.
so dead, so dead.

2009-04-29T15:50:00.002+08:00

so glad that i found additional reading materials while mugging in the library for the past two days. who doesn't love additional information for exams? so not gonna complete RB today but should be able to complete it by Thurdays.

gotta start on the MS after RB, as much as i dreaded it.
the text and the notes have no link at all.
absolute sianness.

i so wanna watch X-Men Origins: Wolverine but EXAMS.
always the dreaded word in a student's life.
next dreaded word is none other than MARKETING.
okay, back to readings.

so glad i have this software which converts scans to text.

2009-04-27T17:53:00.002+08:00

i'm soooo slow on my revision just didn't have the motivation.
let's hope i'll be able to complete RB by Wednesday.
at least i found a book which are relevant to my text.

anyway, my grades for the RB and MS projects were not bad.
2B and 2C respectively, both Second-Uppers.
i hope i can do better or at least maintain the grade.

extremely worried about MS cause the text and the notes don't link at all.
furthermore, sample exams paper ain't online.
soooooo gonna die.
don't know what to study.

woes of a student.

2009-04-27T03:55:00.005+08:00

3 days of no school and i only completed 4 chapters of my RB lectures.
i'm not even done with the text, nor have i started memorising.
i'm just adding in my notes onto the slides.
i'm so dead.
did i mention that i spent the day watching TV and didn't get my revision done, AT ALL?
T_T

anyway, finally done with the report.
so yeahness.

at times, i hate it when i couldn't lock some of entries and i can't write whatever that i wanna put in my blog.
though it's MY blog, you'll never know who's reading it.
yet, i'm sooooo reluctant to switch over to Wordpress due to the gazillion number of entries i have here.
just check back, i started this blog on 17th October 2004, filled with my miserable rantings about JC.
HAHA

nostalgia, i hear you say.
indeed i am.

2009-04-25T01:56:00.002+08:00

Anyone who caught the latest episode of Gossip Girl wouldn't miss this awesome song.

Runaway by Yeah Yeah Yeahs

I was feeling sad
Can't help looking back
Highways flew by
Run, run, run away
No sense of time
Like you to stay
Want to keep you inside

Run, run, run away
Lost, lost, lost my mind
Like you to stay
Want you to be my prize

Run, run, run away
Lost, lost, lost my mind
Like you to stay
Want you to be my prize

I was feeling sad
Can't help looking back
Highways flew by
Run, run, run away
No sense of time
Like you to stay
Want to keep you inside

All along, not so strong without these open arms
Hold on tight
All along, not that strong without these open arms
Lie beside
All along, not so strong without these open arms
Lie beside

Run, run, run away
Lost, lost, lost my mind
Like you to stay
Want you to be my prize

Run, run, run away
Lost, lost, lost my mind
Like you to stay
Want you to be my prize

what i'm currently hooked onto:
Blue Foundation:
Sweep of Days album, Eyes on Fire (Twilight soundtrack)
James Morrison:
Save yourself, You make it real, Broken Strings, You give me something, The pieces don't fit anymore
Lady Gaga:
Just Dance, Love Game, Poker Face
Britney Spears:
If you seek Amy
T.I:
Dead and Gone

Note to self:
time to pack up all emotions and want for freedom and concentrate on EXAMS.

2009-04-24T00:16:00.002+08:00

absolutely can't stand that moronic dickhead who purposely comment on redundant stuffs during the Q&A.
constructive comments are highly welcomed.
shut up if you're gonna sprout nonsense.

anyway, dressed super cui though it's presentation day, since it's ungraded and the whether can totally kill.
in the end, most of the rest of the class dressed up and are in formal.
why the formality when it's ungraded?!?!

gotta start mugging.
DREADS.

2009-04-20T02:37:00.002+08:00

my nose had been feeling weird since Friday night.
sad to say, but it seems like i had never fully recover from my cough/flu few weeks ago and my lungs are no more than bacteria infested sponge.

all i wish for now, is to be able to breathe normally and not reply on pills to clear my nose.

2009-04-17T02:57:00.002+08:00

initial plan to watch 17 again was canceled when Loy decided to "heavy colour light friends" (zhong se ching you).
hit Muji to get some stationary and i'm soooooo glad i finally found my ideal pencil case, which included 36 marker pens for 9bucks.
totally can't be bothered with the marker pens but the pencil case is simply what i had been looking high and low for.

visited my ex-colleagues in Kids 21.
somehow whenever i sprung some surprise visit, they will have some surprise IT problems which they do not know how to solve.
this shows how well our "bluetooth device" are being connected.

Sushi Tei for dinner, Coffeebean for chit chat session.

need to:
diet
get my readings done
complete the SRA scholarship application essay

2009-04-16T14:36:00.003+08:00

i have the most loser-ish tutor in the whole of ###.
lack of knowledge, nonsensical, and treat us like retards.
we're not new to the course and apparently we want more in-depth information but all that he's providing is useless superficial stuff which we already know about yet he speaks to us as though we are kids.
on top of that, his england is super damn powderful and i totally can't stand it.

i'm absolutely going crazy in class.
knnccb

2009-04-16T00:09:00.003+08:00

been staying home but i didn't touch my books at all.
The Kid had been sick and was helping my mum take care of him.
some kind of bacteria infection in his stomach and made him vomit anything that we feed him.
poor kiddo had been vomiting for 2 days, apparently also lose some weight.
luckily towards this evening he had gotten slightly better, able to eat some solids.

my RL tutor is pretty useless though he boost of whatsoever experience and yadah.
he either avoids my questions or he never give me proper answers.
Cath says he's gonna commit suicide or suffer a nervous breakdown from my questioning.
but the fact remains that what he is telling us, differs from what Prof had told us.
apparently, i will be listening to Prof.
##P lecturers are so not up to par.

2009-04-13T21:44:00.002+08:00

a really short meet up with Wan Zhen at ~~Boring~~ AMK Hub.
all that i had appreciated from that place is the comfy shoes which i had bought few weeks back and the yummilicious Four Seasons Durians puffs.

anyway, THANKS for the VS Sweet Daydream Body Cream and the limited edition Secret Garden Body Mist (Berry Sugar).
they both smell yummilicious and they are perfectly matched for layering.
:D

anyway, finally collected my tickets and Parkview Square is super chio-ness.
i finally gotten my wish and stepped into the building.
my Dad was wondering if it's a hotel when we were in the lobby.
HAHA.

Confirmed departure dates:
Singapore to Glasgow: 09/09/09
Glasgow to Singapore: 14/01/10

September come quick!

2009-04-13T03:20:00.002+08:00

finally caught up with The City. (6 episodes at once)
luckily the episodes are really short else i'll still be lagging behind.

once again, my term break flew past and i can't believe that in a few hours time, i'll be in school and trying to wreck my brains for ideas on projects again.
i just wish holidays never end.
once we submit this project, it means exams and it's nothing new that i hate exams.

found this really nice clip that i just gotta share with everyone.
the guy is cute, but that's not the point.
the point is that this whole clip is shot without any dialogues and it still leave butterflies in your stomach and make you smile at some point.
watch it!

2009-04-11T01:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 21st LIM YILIN!!!

the greeting above is in your favourite colour: GREEN
still, hope you grow up, mature and enjoy your 21st!

her chalet was packed with people and the poly peeps have nowhere to hide but outside and the family next door was having the most smoky BBQ ever.
we all went home as smoked humans.

she received a bouquet of roses from anonymous which got teasing from all who were present.
nobody know if it's a punk act or is it for true, but we had fun teasing her.

seriously, her friends shouldn't feed her alcoholic drinks.
the poly peeps had learn our lessons.
i still have those youtube videos as evidence.
:D

***

time flies.

2009-04-09T01:58:00.002+08:00

we had finally booked our air tickets, in the end, we settled for Emirates cause there's this promotion going on and tickets are really cheap!
$1337 for a return trip, all inclusive of taxes and fuel surcharge!
yippie~

the only down side for me is that Emirates' baggage allowance is really little.
Maximum 30kg (due to the Dubai airport rules & regulations) compared to BA's 46kg.
with the extra 16kg i can bring so much more junk over.

we will be shipping our food over, a few days just before we depart from Sg.
and we'll probably ship our crazy buys before we depart from UK.
HAHA

all that's left for me is to head down to their office to collect my tickets.
now it all feel so real.

***

after like a gazillion years of not uploading any pictures, i had finally got off my lazy ass.

my ~~yet another~~ 18th Birthday celebration.
remember, i'm ALWAYS 18.

and that marks the start of school

the stupid things one will do when boredom strikes in lectures

the only time you can see my table(s) in their neatest state is during CNY

this is Joel watching Hi5 on my netbook.
(he requested to draw the curtains and turn on the lamp -_-)

the only picture i capture when meeting up with the A*Star girls is how dirty Carmen's cup is compared to mine when we both bought the same drink.

the awesome goodie bag from the Confessions of a Shopaholic preview

when a simple stationary shopping went amok

this is the ang pao which i only managed to identify 1 wrong word (other than my name).
super throw face, to think that i had once tyco-ed an A2 for my 'O' Levels.
-_-

okay, that sums up the pictorial entry which i haven't done since 1st September (the day i had new modifications), which is about half a year?
gosh, time flies huh.

my 1 week break is also coming to an end soon.
T_T

2009-04-06T02:02:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Me!!!

so my birthday came and went in a blink of an eye.

***

03042009
the Uni peeps gave me a surprise by giving me a treat and presenting me with a red packet.
yes, i'm going to use that money to buy more Polaroid films.
:D

it was rather surprising of them to celebrate for me cause we don't know each other for long, though the hours that we all spend together doing projects were indeed very long.
appreciated their surprise very much.
the red packet that they had given me was written in all sort of wrong Chinese characters which i only identify 1 wrong word (other than my name).
-_-|||

***

03042009, just before midnight

it's the attack of the cheeky monkeys AGAIN.
this time round, i was sooooo deadbeat that i was prepared to sleep and the door bell went "DING DONG"
*dang*
there goes my beauty sleep and i was so ready to throw them out of the house.
i did contemplate to act as though the whole family was sleeping (since i had already off my phone and they couldn't contact me) but still, kind0hearted me just can't bear to do that.
LOL
let those monkeys in and dragged on for such a long time before i can get them out of my house.
sleep at last.

anyway, they got me a cake, a small bottle of Jacob's Creek white wine and finally, a multi-styler!
as usual, Loser Ng forced me to cut the cake so that he can eat it, and also drink my wine as though it's his.
what a loser.

***

04042009

we headed to Butter Factory and their service suck.
we Q-ed so godamnit long just to get in and the cashier can key in the wrong number when Loy pay by card.
zzz.

the music that they play aren't really nice, Andrew Chow was so much better, and the crowd is weird as well and the drinks typically suck core.
though i have to say that they have rather pretty and hot girls there.
so for guys who wanna hook up with pretty girls, or at least have an eye feast, Butter Factory is a place to hit.

will not head back there ever again, even Dbl O is better.

we lingered for a while in the club before heading to the Merlion park, act like monkeys and made our way to Lao Pa Sat.

the food in LPS suck as well, i miss the food in Newton.

anyway, me being such a blur queen, managed to recharge my camera batteries to the max but forgot to insert the memory card before heading out.
zzz.
but anyway, Canon cameras' night functions suck.
Team Nikon all the way!
:D

***

05042009

the night exhausted me and i actually slept all the way till 6pm, thunderstorm or not.

the coming week is term break so hurray!
people to meet up, parties to attend, as well as a facial to redeem!

still, i need to try to complete my readings else i'll be so screwed for exams due to the lack of time.

in 5,4,3,2,1, it's bedtime.

2009-04-03T00:16:00.002+08:00

attending funerals often made me think a lot.
i wonder what kind of life they had went through, i wonder what exactly is their story, i wonder what happens when you die, i wonder why some stories are just so saddening.
if you die alone at your deathbed, what exactly is the thoughts that's running through your mind?

my 4th Uncle (Dad's bro) passed away in the hospital.
he has children but no one to send him off, to stay by his side, even when he's battling with his illness, he's alone in the battlefield.
i wonder what exactly happened that made them ditch him alone.
i wonder why they can't forgive and forget when their dear father who had supported them through their whole life, when he had nothing for himself.

when i look at him lying the coffin, sadness just overwhelms me.
i can't bear to look at his face.
my Gran (Dad's mum) and my Grandpa (Mum's Dad) had died due to illness but they were at peace.
it's not hard to look into their face and remember the happier times that i had with them.
but when i look into my uncle's face, what i see is that his seems to struggling.
he was so skinny, so frail.

death is part of our fragile human life, it's an inevitable end to our life.
yet how we chose to lead our life, writes our story.
characters which we produce, which we develop, can ruin the beautiful story with a bad ending.
yet you love the character, you gave it your all.
yet it turned around, stab you in the back and never look back.

2009-04-01T18:07:00.003+08:00

when Miss Pear goes for stationary shopping, she only intended to get pencil lead but ended up with 2 new pencils, 2 types of pencil leads, 2 new pens with refills and a blank sketch book.
-_-

i wonder why stationary are so fucking expensive now a days.
gone are the day i can use my "recess" money to buy me pens and pencils.

it always feel as though a huge rock had dropped on me whenever the Prof mentions "...exams..."

2009-04-01T01:04:00.002+08:00

this Prof is boring, but at least he's not as boring as MS.
tons of readings he had given us.
i can foresee that my term break (next week) will be spent on reading all the readings.
have yet to read my text as well.
gosh, the hell ride i went through in order to submit my RB report on Monday just took the whole week of energy out of me.
i had been late for classes consecutively for 2 days.
-_-

finally done printing my notes and readings.
they can't even squeeze into those normal 1.5" ring file.
siansation.

for RL there's preassigned grouping but there are some people who requested for own grouping so we got our wish.
though the assigned grouping wasn't bad for my group, it was for others (therefore the request to change).
still, it'll be the last project which i can do with the peeps i hang out with.
next semester i'll be in Stirling and thereafter is dissertation, which is individual.

i finally thought of what practical things i wanna request for my B'day.
1) hair straightener or multi-styler
2) polaroid films, as much as possible
3) ANG PAO

okays, that's all folks, time for bed.

2009-03-30T04:40:00.002+08:00

i don't get it why some people just doesn't understand english.
is edit everything from google doc so hard to comprehend?
why bother to start sending me files?
everyone to edit in google doc, i will only do the final editing for the alignment and content page.
not hard to comprehend right?
but instead, some people will just go and edit and re-edit and send me so many files when her england is super the powderful.
and i had to edit everything all over again, spending like 7 hours to get the fucking thing done.
well done.

i hate people who don't understand instructions.
i love it if you're smart, but i hate it when you act smart.

2009-03-29T03:35:00.002+08:00

i realised that i've yet to collect my Entrepreneurship Concentration certificate.
i have no idea what to do on my birthday.
i have no idea what gifts i want for my birthday other than ang paos.
i have the urge to get more tattoos (this is nothing new).
i haven't uploaded any pictures since September and my blog looks dead as hell.
i have decided not to perm my hair till Aug/Sep, before i fly.
i need to think of a 500 word essay for the Retail Scholarship application
(crossing my fingers that i can get it cause it's an awesome deal).

i... need to get some sleep.

2009-03-26T02:20:00.002+08:00

caught Confessions of a Shopaholic with My Girls and the show is awesome!
totally makes my day with its humor.
i give it 4 stars out of 5 stars just for being so ridiculously funny.
worth a watch!

the party with Miss Selfridge ain't exactly a party, with 8 miserable girls (note: NOT models) strutting their stuffs.
8 girls, 8 outfits.
*yawns*

but the goodie bag is really good!
there's this 10% + 5% discount voucher from Miss Selfridge, nail file and lip balm, a Touche complimentary facial voucher (can opt for massage for 30bucks :D), and a 6 piece Laneige skin care samples.
those girls who went with their bf earns an extra set of skin care.
HAHA.

it's 2.45am and i have a presentation due in just a few hours.
and i can't believe that i'll be aging once again in just about a week.
T_T

2009-03-25T01:02:00.002+08:00

i'm searching for oversized basics for girls yet what i found are sprees for cameras which i'm itching to join but i need to save money so i ended up scratching myself.
goddamnit.

like Fujifilm Instax Mini for $89, the films for $10.50 and even photo album for the film!
wah lau!
@#$%^&*
*mumble grumble*

anyway, i was searching for Dream Theatre songs in my iPod and couldn't find any, then i realised that i had accidentally deleted them while organising my files.
now i gotta transfer them again.
sianness.

on a lighter note, i'm almost done with my financial calculations for my current project.
yeah to lesser headaches!

2009-03-22T23:45:00.002+08:00

weekends just flew past once again.
been to the doc and i'm feeling so much better already.
the flu medicine that they had given was amazing, just have to pop one in the morning and best of all, it's non drowsy.

we had bought tickets to Confessions of a Shopaholic Party with Miss Selfridge.
comes with Popcorn combo, goodie bag and fashion tips, say YEAH!~

p/s: never had a project group which communicate so little.

2009-03-19T15:48:00.002+08:00

i'm surprised that it's only another 16days till my birthday.
if time doesn't flies, i don't know what does.
when people tell you that time just zoom pass you once you hit 21, believe it without a doubt.

my wishlist for this year is extremely simple.
just give me ang baos.
or else get me USEFUL things that i can bring over to Stirling, like fall/winter coats or something so that i don't have to buy there but then again, winter wear in Sg cost a bomb.
i think i better stick to getting them at Primark and people just gimme red packet.

people are asking me to generate a list of things which i intend to pack and bring over to Stirling but it's still quite some time away and i don't quite wish to scare myself with the amount of things that i actually intend to.

the project mates for this time all belongs to the i'm oh-so-quiet people.
why can't people just speak up???
-_-

2009-03-17T00:44:00.003+08:00

accommodation is all settled!
all of us got our first choice, which is John Forty's Court and didn't i ever tell you that FOUR is my lucky number?
i'm assigned to room 4.

going to school today is a complete waste of time cause there was 2 versions of the timetable and no one knew exactly which is the latest copy.
the tutor, who had uploaded the supposedly latest copy didn't even inform the tutorial group about the change.
meaning my group just had a very short meeting and we skipped class.
i hate it when as a lecturer, you do not know what is effective and efficient communication and waste everyone's time along with it.

The Parent bought the Kid out for a shopping trip at JP and that Kid was so happy that he was practically jumping every few steps that we took.

anyway, the highlight is on the way home.

we alighted and Mum was trying to wear the Kid's shoes properly (they had dropped out when he was walking) and i saw this woman, who was squatting in the middle of the curb (those divider in between the roads) with pants which seem as though it's halfway through her thighs.
so i stared and realised that she was PEEING in public, with her CB (with hair and all) all visible to the whole world.
then she just randomly stood up and wore her pants (doesn't seem like she had undies on) and continued to cross the road.
i'm totally shocked with my mouth open wide like an idiot.

Dad then told me that he saw her peeing in public few days back as well, in the middle of a cemented plot on the soccer field.
O_o

*speechless*

2009-03-15T03:17:00.002+08:00

finally another meet up with the A-Star peeps, eons since i last saw Yunjing & Carmen.
we had so much catching up to do and with our sucky timetables, it's seriously hard to meet up.
YJ still as set to be a social worker.
both C and I agreed that she has this illness call 'ai xin fan lan'.

due to me waking up late and not knowing that my lunch is hidden in the rice cooker, i only ate it at like 5pm.
-_-
so the girls went ahead to have their dinner while i join them for Starbucks.
tried the Glass Noodle salad, which was not bad.
it's refreshing and spicy, me likey.

off we went to help C look for her bag and ended our day at Bakerzin, where i bought the Oreo Cheesecake (50%, awesome deal) as well as macarons for the parents.

anyway, my point is that my life is as boring as ever, and i'm going to be down with flu if i don't take care of my body.

2009-03-13T01:16:00.002+08:00

met up with Wan Zhen yesterday, like finally.
what a time we had bitching about those PRCs and basically all other unreasonable types of customers.
there's this Noise Sg showcase at FEP, worth taking a look and support local art!
i like the tabletop touchscreen LCD.
as usual, i had proven to be almost non-human with such temperature sensitive devices (eg iPhone/iTouch) refusing to recognise my fingers.
the reason why my phone never give me any problem is that it's pressure sensitive.

The Peeps-ed and we ended up at Hau's ordering pizza hut delivery.
i finally have my pizza, yum yum!
they are having a lot of promo now.
the 2 pizza including 2 garlic bread and 10pcs of drumlets = 37bucks.
is that cheap or cheap?!
:D

and yes, i cramp at the weirdest body parts.
yesterday, my toes went into some cramp frenzy again (nothing new) when i'm out with WZ.
today, my neck cramp while i was trying to eat brownie.
-_-|||

p/s: i managed to lift up 6bottles of 1.5L Evian water. do NOT look down on my tao huey like fats. they are STRONG okaysss!

2009-03-10T23:24:00.003+08:00

Nutty Prof is in town and it's sooo easy to pay attention cause he's almost never boring.
and finally, another retail module, my cup of coffee.
Retail Buying, a lot more insightful in looking at the big picture.

the lecture hall is freezing us all to death and we're all wondering if there's any battery operated portable heater which we can hug while traveling around in the UK, since we can't even handle the temperature in the LT, we're all gonna turn into ice statues along the streets in Stirling.

2009-03-09T01:54:00.002+08:00

as usual, it's Sunday and i'm trying to kid myself into believing that by staying up late, Monday will never come cause Sunday never ends.
but still, reality sucks.

only completed 5 chapters of my text, and there's no lecture slides uploaded yet for the coming lectures.
if there's no ppt slides and every lecture is based on readings, then i'm so dead.
omedeto to me.

SIX more months to go.
i just wish for time to breeze pass.

2009-03-08T02:01:00.002+08:00

our plans to picnic was a total flop cause the skies turned grey and started raining once we step out of JP.
!@#$%^&*
so all 5 of us, along with all the food ended up "picnic-ing" at Lido.
our sad lives.

caught Marley and Me, which makes people feels like getting a dog.
3.5 Pears out of 5 Pears.
Jennifer Aniston seriously doesn't looks like she's 40years old.

the Tiger Neck & Shoulder Rub is not bad.
i like those heating sensations.
but the effect didn't last for very long or issit that i applied too little.

on a side note, i still seriously dislike venturing out of my house on a weekend.
EVERY where is packed with people and irritating kids.
eeeks!

2009-03-07T01:55:00.002+08:00

finally a HUH gathering, sans Evon but in her place, there's Kar Long.
so much catching up, so little time, so much had happened.
reminiscing over dinner, which by the way almost exploded my stomach, carried on to the open air auditorium.
reminds me of those good old poly days.
we need to meet up more.

picnic with The Peeps tomorrow!
i'm going to reload my Polaroid with films and let's hope the weather be awesome!
Mr Sun, please come out to play.

i'm aging at such an alarming rate that no amount of sleep can keep me awake.
i believe my spare parts and engines in my body are breaking down.
some one send me back for repairs now.
shit, the warranty had ran out.

2009-03-06T01:11:00.003+08:00

finally met up with Jiabi after not seeing her for a gazillion years.
some catching up which reminded me that my memory is seriously worst than a sieve.
my life in JJC is like almost non-existent cause i can't remember anything other than how we love to skip classes, those torturous miserable days and the people who entered my life due to me being planted into JJ.
i didn't know that Ichiban has $5 promo offers.
a hand roll + Chawanmushi + Mochi + 2 fried chicken + Green Tea.
awesome deal!

bought the dead sea body scrub cause i was sold when the SA tried the product on my hands.
feels soooo smooth.
and it's on a freaking sale so it cost me only 36bucks.
tried and tested, it's good~
the free hand cream that they gave me is awesome as well.
no sticky feeling and my hands feels sooooo smooth!
say hello to smooth body.
:D

came online and went on another online shopping spree and bought a hugeass Mulberry inspired bag (from Bonitochico again, link)
i think Loy will be interested.
;D
and a bandage skirt cause it seems to be great for layering.
my only concern now is my thunder thighs.
*le sigh*

(note to self: if fail to slim down, go for liposuction once i have the money.)
(another note to self: stop spending money. it's eating into my Europe tour funds.)
(yet another note to self: keep ATM card at home, lock up/throw away my iBank device, bank in all my money.)

on another note, i'm once again addicted to Please Mr Postman (Beatles version).

You gotta, wait a minute wait a minute oh yeah
Mister Postman, oh yeah
deliver the letter, the sooner the better

this is the aftermath of online shopping.

Mister postman look and see
If there's a letter in the bag for me

2009-03-05T00:50:00.001+08:00

you know about those phrase in your life that your mood just seems to be floating around and there's simply no words adept enough to describe how you're feeling?
i'm having one of those.

2009-03-02T21:41:00.002+08:00

finally the MS presentation is over.
was never this nervous when presenting but seeing BL's face as well as all those well-known stories about her just send the butterflies straight into my stomach.
the Q&A session was like a battlefield.
but i guess my team did not do too badly.

my mini blue mouse was spoilt so i got myself another black one.
i like the matt texture.

also got myself a Snapball (to allow better ventilation for my little netbook) and a mini cooler pad as well.
the Snapball is gonna be for school use while the cooler pad is for home use when i wanna get some light work done.
all the little measures to prolong my little netbook's life.
:)

there's like a gazillion promotions for hard drives but i'm positive that prices will fall even further.
no hurry to get one.

let's get the report done and the critique settled.
i want to get away from MS.

movies i wanna watch:
Marley & Me
He's just not that into you

people whom i haven't meet in a trillion years:
Huh
Jiabi
A-Star peeps

to The Peeps:
if possible, let's picnic this Sat!
:D

2009-02-27T22:34:00.002+08:00

finally settled the application for lodging.
am crossing fingers that we'll be allocated to John Forty's Court.
in the end, only 7 of us are going.

totally can't wait for September to arrive.
:D

2009-02-26T02:24:00.003+08:00

finally caught Slumdog Millionaire with The Peeps after all the hype about the show.
the show truly live up to its comments and awards.
never can i picture a budget indie film to be so AWESOME.
humor, pity, love and horror, all these emotional experiences in one film.
i give it 4.5 Pears out of 5 Pears.

perhaps it's due to the low budget, there's no fascinating graphics to wow you off your seats nor special effects that let you wish for some kind of secret power, it allows audience to concentrate watching the story unfolds and the characters develop.
i can help thinking about the inner conflicts of the characters like Salim and Latika.
Jamal is just good and pure in nature.

how siblings can turn out to be total opposite of each other, one is good while the other is pure evil.
yet, no matter what bad things he had done, he had never hurt his brother, at least not physically.
portrayed to be tough and evil, yet if one to stop and think about it, this character is one that is the most colourful with many layers.
protector to his younger brother, strong front due to defiance and defense, empty and remorseful.

in terms of graphic, the pictures of the slums are a reminder that these slums do exist and the living conditions there is absolutely unhealthy.
they are living worst than dogs, those slumdogs, more like living hell.

favourite and funniest scene from the movie:
Young Jamal diving into the pool of fecal waste.
(which is actually made up of peanut butter and chocolate)

***

my F21 tank finally arrive!
Make Art Not War :D
in pictures it looks like a long tank top but in actual fact, it has to be layered.
-_-
but still, i love it!
:D

2009-02-23T01:33:00.002+08:00

i didn't realise that i hadn't been updating.

so anyway, school life is boring as usual, especially with my most boring subject on Earth ever.

attended the talk in regards to studying in Stirling and it just made me look forward to getting my ass there more than ever.
the modules that we'll be taking there will be different from those remaining in Sg.

Sg: HRM, Location, MComm
Stirling: HRM/Location, Mkt Decisions

HRM/Location will be something like our Combined Humanities in sec school and MD will be taken as a double credit subject.
Pros: real-life hands-on experience working with the industry companies in UK
Cons: double credit means Do or Die.

discussed with Mom cause Dad will be Mum's job to pacify.
she seems okay now, but i bet she'll be worrying about me the 4 months that i'll be there cause the longest period of time that i'm away from home is a week.
four months will probably drive her nuts.

i know September is still a long way to go, but i simply can't wait.
no more expensive food/shopping, i'm going to a miser and save up every cents in order to unleash my shopping demon at Stirling.

p/s: i'm the chef in making, my classmates are my human alarm clock.
(let's hope i don't end up poisoning them and they can't wake me up.)

2009-02-18T22:48:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was spent at Loy's with us all busy in the kitchen, making our own dinner.
nothing much of a hard work since we went Western.
(meaning: just chuck everything into the ovens)
went well and it was fun!
much better than just hanging out in the malls.

after a hearty meal = lazing in Loy's room.
it would have been a nice day for Girls' Talk if not for Hickey the Strawberry (inside joke).

anyway, bought a blazer from Veeko while waiting for Hau to appear.
it was on a CRAZY 70% discount so it only cost me $32.70!!!!
it's quite a formal piece, just nice for presentations and the material is really good.
all thanks to Hau for telling me about the crazy promo, i never step into Veeko cause their display is boring as hell.

the shop that sell cheapo belts is in JP too, 3 belts for 5bucks.
a-w-e-s-o-m-e!

i'm all for Skin Food range of nail polishes now, bought their top coat too.
their are good, spread evenly and quick to dry.
and the best thing is that it's not very expensive.
Goodbye Sally Hansen.

***

i have an extremely bad feeling for MS.
i need to go hug my Buddha's Legs now.

2009-02-16T22:53:00.002+08:00

BL is a crazy witch who's trying to hoodwink us and get into our good books in our first tutorial, or rather, my first tutorial taught by her.
i think her skin is thicker than an elephant hide, with smiles as fake as those painted on the clowns.
i.just.don't.like.her.

anyway, bought a crazy cheap pair of sandals from Mondo.
previously when i bought my CNY heels, they gave me a $8 voucher cause i spent above a certain amount.
so anyway, there's 20% storewide plus i have my voucher, so in the end i only paid SEVEN NINETY for the sandals.
I LOVE CHEAP DEALS!!!!

bought a nail polish and French Nail Guide Liner from Skin Food as well.
first time trying their nail polish, it's not bad, quick drying and thick enough.
i think i'm gonna get a new top coat from them.
my Sally Hansen's had been trapping tiny bubbles, totally irritating me to death.

i need to start reading my text.
MS, how i hate you so.

2009-02-14T01:24:00.002+08:00

off with Mum & extended family to my LS Uncle's baby's 1st month birthday.
never did we expected him to invite so many of his good buddies.
not quite comparable to the majestic state as of my great-grandmother's funeral, but it's almost there.
more than half of the tables were occupied by his buddies, all spotting tattoos of various scale and there's this old Uncle sitting opposite of my table, whom we all suspect is the 'CEO'.

side note:
there's a wedding going on at the same time and seeing us occupying (and opening up more tables to accommodate his buddies) must be quite an intimidating sight for the newly wed and their guests.
HAHA.

Mum: all the ang gongs walking around you scared not?
Me: you forgot that i also have ang gongs arh?
Mum: *laughs* not intimidated meh? we are all surrounded by them.
Me: no lar, Uncle is big shot, you think they dare to touch us? more like they'll recognize our faces and we have FOC bodyguards.
Mum: O_o

2009-02-12T00:18:00.004+08:00

Sambal Stingray, Sambal Kang Kong, Lala, Hot-plate Tofu.
all for 28bucks!
cheap good food i hear you say.
:D

off for some Underworld loving.
though the movie ain't as good as the previous 2, it's still nicely action packed!
the only drawback is possibly the no-head-nor-tail graphic animations.
the only action that we see is blood splattering all over the place, no head nor limbs are seen to be flying about, only bloodbloodbloodbloodblood and MORE blood.
it's like squeezing a ripe tomato kinda effect.

chaboh lessons to get my nails done again.
had them done on Monday but my itchy fingers went to apply another layer of topcoat and trapped a whole layer of bubbles underneath.
T_T
had to get them redone at Toa Payoh.
the only perks was that it's only 5bucks.
the sucky thing was that i spent 24bucks on Monday (mani + pedi) just top destroy my mani in less than 2 days.

surviving on coffee is bad for health, surviving on practically zero amount of sleep is worst.
i seriously need to get my time back on track.

2009-02-09T22:08:00.002+08:00

i have the most boring Prof who speak with the slowest speed ever and the most dry subject on Earth.
i'm so screwed.
Marketing Strategy, i hate you!
in the past, present and future.
:(

another bad news: no bank loan.
time to test how i'm gonna persuade my parents to let me go Stirling.

if this isn't the start of a LOUSY year, i don't know what is.

2009-02-09T02:09:00.002+08:00

it's 2 plus am now and i'm still online, trying to cheat myself into denial that i do not have school in a few hours time, which is obvious not working.
tried to get my notes printed out but my IE hanged thrice on me and both Firefox and IE can't open the file as it is "Damaged and cannot be repaired".
!@#$%^&*
i hate the school's printing system!
and i don't wish to not have my notes with me!

the shirt that i wanted is OOS and so is the top from BonitoChico.
totally infuriating.
i'm just hoping that i can get the F21 tank without any hiccups.

decided to discontinue tuition lessons as i'm gonna concentrate 100% on being a nerd.
i loveLoveLOVE my books, especially my textbooks (they cost me a bomb okays).

anyway, steamboat with The Peeps + Hau's Family, obviously as Hau's on Saturday night.
i smell of bacon after the steamboat, and for the first time, i'm the last standing survivor, a feat i had never accomplish before.
the reason is simple, THEY happily went to Fairprice to shop for the food without waiting for me, and only GOT ME TONS OF MUSHROOMS.
i eat other stuffs too okay!
the only chicken that i got was in the form of HOTDOGS.
@#$%^&*!

some rotting around and dilly dally, we finally make our way to CineLeisure.
(CY the Sai Ginnah actually need to wash up and change clothes before we make our way down. -_-)
Wii session joined by Hau's Boy - Ken, which was fun and tiring all thanks to the boxing.
short but fun session.
i wanna Wii some more!

***

i know i can't be a scholar, given my lousy Second-Lower grades last semester, but i'm gonna push up my grades till i'm at least a Second-Upper!
and yes, wait for me in September, beautiful Stirling Campus!

2009-02-07T03:44:00.001+08:00

i can feel the black waves approaching as the time just slips away from me.
a mere 2 days till school reopen makes my stomach turn.
i need to pack up my feelings and be in the right state of mind for school.
*breathe Ms Pear, breathe*
where's the fire and sticks?
i know, insecurities can never be cured.

2009-02-06T01:44:00.002+08:00

went shopping alone after i had exchanged my printer cartridge.
the feeling of shopping alone is still as awesome as ever.
plugged ears and nobody disturbing me.
:D

bought a ton of bimbotic useless stuffs (eg: Disney air freshener, some vanity products and got conned 5 bucks with the "magic toy").
combed through the whole of Bugis as well as JP and i can't find my ideal chio Alarm Clock (preferably with built-in radio) and a ideal bag.
where are you hiding?!

the plan to go lancing on lancefloor tomorrow is canceled.
my last weekend of freedom is doomed to boredom.
:(

2009-02-05T01:52:00.002+08:00

i had added another load of rubbish into my Firefox and yes, it rocks like hell.
:D

here i am, torturing myself with Differentiation all thanks to tuition.
seriously, i used to be good at it but as usual, old age comes lousy memory.

forget what i said above, i'm forever 18.

2009-02-04T03:03:00.002+08:00

finally Gossip Girl is bitchy again!
nobody loves a tame GG.
:D

been pigging out like crazy and i had completed my bleaching treatment.
:D

will seriously have to get down to Sim Lim before the end of this week to get my printer cartridge exchanged else i'll go nuts with the school's printing system when school re-commence.

and will need to give Richard a call, like seriously or else i wont be able to get my tattoo touch up for the next 3 months.

5 more days to school, totally devastating.
i'm sinking into depression soon, not.
still can't find a bag pack for school, sadness.

okay, ran out of things to rant.

2009-01-31T04:00:00.002+08:00

the counter on my iGoogle reads NINE more days till School Reopen.
*kick and scream and bawl*
how did my two months worth of holidays zoom past without me knowing?
oh well, i slept right through it.
-_-|||

i'm still not done playing, chilling, relaxing!
not so much on the shopping though cause now nothing much catches my attention.
*sigh*

Clubbed with The Peeps + WZ (& friends) on Wednesday, i shall say that Phuture on Wed is gonna be a nonono for me.
first up, the music suck.
secondly, the lack of cute guys.
HAHA.

perhaps, the next time, on a good old Friday night?
teehee

oh gosh!
NINE DAYS!!!
i'm gonna faint.

2009-01-26T02:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

let's hope that the new Lunar Year will shower upon all of us good luck, good health, and good money!
:D

2009-01-24T04:00:00.000+08:00

wz & her pea brain says (3:45 AM):
i go da bian!
The Manipulated Life says (3:45 AM):
lol
The Manipulated Life says (3:46 AM):
dont need to say so loudly lar
wz & her pea brain says (3:51 AM):
lol
wz & her pea brain says (3:51 AM):
i nver say loudly leh
wz & her pea brain says (3:51 AM):
i've learnt my lesson
The Manipulated Life says (3:52 AM):
LOL
The Manipulated Life says (3:52 AM):
u got put exclamation mark!
The Manipulated Life says (3:52 AM):
lk sooo excited to go pang sai!
The Manipulated Life says (3:52 AM):
LOL
wz & her pea brain says (3:52 AM):
hahaha
wz & her pea brain says (3:52 AM):
of cos x-cited la!
wz & her pea brain says (3:52 AM):
da bian leh
wz & her pea brain says (3:53 AM):
keep inside so torturous!
The Manipulated Life says (3:53 AM):
LOL!!!!!

2009-01-24T02:32:00.002+08:00

caught Bride Wars with The Peeps.
in the end, my CheenahTown mood just flew away and we ended up in good old faithful JP.
so there's this particular song in the movie which totally caught my attention.
the surreal, beautiful voice, so calming yet melancholy at the same time.
Priscilla Ahn - Dream.

I had a dream
That I could fly from the highest tree.
I had a dream

tomorrow is gonna be a long day.
i've yet to iron my clothes!
both new and old, they're gonna take up the whole of my day cause that's practically a whole wardrobe full.

almost every time the crowd annoys me.
somehow when i look at the crowd, all walking in their own direction, there seem to be a zoom effect that i see on the mob of people, which made me utterly uncomfortable.
in fact, it made me feel stranded.

the more i think about going over to Stirling, the more enticing the idea becomes.
it's like i had always dreamt of going somewhere, where no one really knows me, somewhere quiet, somewhere far, somewhere foreign to me.
last year, it felt that going over to Stirling is never gonna happen but the mere increase in numbers made everything tangible.
i can't wait for the school to confirm the details and i can't wait for September to arrive.

perhaps, i might one day, be able to get away quietly and discretely, heading to some foreign land where i will start my life differently.
instead of another chapter of life, it's a brand new book waiting to be penned down.
to get away from everything, or even, to get away from myself.
:)

2009-01-21T00:57:00.002+08:00

was supposed to meet WZ at Bugis but i got really really lazy and she decided to make the journey to the west to get cheap and good haircut as recommended by Yours Truly.
afternoon became evening cause that pig can seriously SLEEP.
(me too, on weekends when the little tyrant wasn't trying to tug my blanket when he got home from school)

anyway, i dare say she's damn satisfied with her hair!
so much so that she make a joke out of herself at Fairprice Xtra when i asked her if she wanna dye her hair.
"My hair so nice already still dye for what?!?!" (not her exact words but somewhere along the line)
the above statement was exclaimed loudly by her, much to the amusement of two other girls standing at the hair dye section.
made me laughed my head off and them trying to contain their very goddamnit obvious giggles.

also soon bian trimmed my fringe though i had just cut my hair in December.
the troubles of having bangs, always need to head back to the hairstylist to trim trim trim.

anyhoo, i got my fierce shoes which is within my budget!
from MONDO, my tian!
i didn't even see this design in FEP, but it's HERE at JP.
okay, nice shoes make me HAPPY.
:D

before i meet WZ, i was in charged in taking care of the little tyrant, so i bought him shopping at Value$, where he gave me a HEART ATTACK BY DISAPPEARING ON ME!!!
in his hands, a packet of chips.
*faints*
i was frantically looking for him and my whole head was going "i'm dead this time, i'm dead this time! what if those stupid blanglahs kidnap him???"
and guess what?
he ran back into Fairprice (which is why i can't seem to find him at all) and found my Mum (yes, still holding the packet of unpaid chips).
-_-|||
scare the living daylight out of me.
of course we had to head back to pay the chips, which i was scolding him and he don't dare to run around anymore.

if i'm bringing him out the next time, i'm going to strap him to the stroller.

2009-01-20T02:36:00.002+08:00

KNNBCCB!!!

why on earth do i spend money to torture myself?!?!
all thanks to VAGUE instructions.

GRRRR!!!

all in the name of beauty.

2009-01-19T04:10:00.002+08:00

Friday
met up with Loy and CY only cause Hau was ill.
we went shoe shopping combing through the whole of FEP and all i got myself is undergarments.
-_-|||
but still, they are nice and cheap, deals too good to resist.

and we finally persuaded CY to hit Mustafa Centre!
but didn't managed to get anything from there either.
no nice bangles, no nice shoes.
we did chance upon some trannies though.

found this dim sum place just a few streets away from MC.
the food there is so-so.
i miss the dim sum at Dragon Gates Restaurant.

Saturday
intended to accompany WZ for her interview but i overslept and woke up feeling sick.
took some flu med and fell dead till like 6plus in the evening.

Sunday
today is just spending time at home, and i woke up at 6plus AGAIN.
found this link which the photographer uploaded onto his LJ.
a link to his exhibition.
Clicky Click!

i like how the words flowed, though the pictures didn't wow me at all.
the words simply blew me away.
i always envy people who can write and phrase words in a manner i can never do so.
no, i do not envy the author for what she had been through.

the perfect pair of shoes that i had found will not make it way to Sg in time for CNY, so i just gotta make do the finding one locally and within my budget.
but if the whole of FEP can't give me what i want and need, i'm in deep shit.
which i am.

2009-01-15T02:07:00.003+08:00

i can never have enough lone time.
and this holiday, i'm enjoying my lone time to the max.
not thinking ~~too much~~, giving my brains a well-deserved rest.

peaceful, is the feeling.
i love feeling at peace with myself, yet people can't understand why i chose to hole up at home.
they say it's the holidays, we should be partying.
partying doesn't give me peace.
it's a destructive route of escapism.
when one numb their emotions and thoughts with substances, it's especially harmful.

gems 'discovered' this holiday:
Devics
Emiliana Torrini
Maria Taylor
Orenda Fink
Keren Ann
Trespassers William

had updated my sidebar with a playlist.
there's no bangbangchangchang music, no screamo, no yoyo clubhits, just quiet peaceful songs that seems so surreal.
you'll notice that most of the vocals are sang by females, which isn't too much of a wonder.
male vocals can't seem to bring out the gentleness and melancholy-ness of the songs and lyrics as much.

shoutout to Loy: if you wanna kapok songs from me, please do it soon.
i'm about to burn everything into CDs or transfer them to my iPod before reformatting my desktop.

had spoke to Dad about my thoughts of going for the exchange program, after hearing that i'm intending to use my name to take up the loan, he didn't protest much other than asking me to think twice about having to bear liabilities even before graduation, before securing a job.
which is an awfully dangerous thing to do, considering the economic situation now.
concrete decisions will have to depends on the details as well as the terms and conditions for the loan.

school is gonna reopen in 3 weeks.
dreads.

2009-01-12T02:50:00.002+08:00

finally packed my wardrobe!
took me the whole day man.
i even broke a hanger while trying to hang 2 of my Levi's on the same hanger.
lousy plastic.
pffft!
at least everything is neat and tidy, including my accessories compartment.
i threw away so much stuffs and another 2 bags to be given away or karang guni-ed.

speaking of throwing stuffs away, i kinda like the feeling of throwing everything unwanted or not needed down the chute.
like begone!~

i just need to spend like another day trying to iron all my clothes.
i haven't iron them for months.

will be burning all my stuffs into CDs before reformatting my desktop, else it's gonna crash soon.

was talking to Mum about the loan for the exchange program for Term 3 and she seems okay with it (afterall, the loan will be under my name, not hers).
am just waiting for the school to finalise the details of the loans and to persuade Dad in allowing me to get my ass there.
*crossing fingers*

Mumsy bought 2 pots of flowers for CNY and i'm just hoping that it will still be blooming for CNY.
it's not that hard to imagine what the little tyrant will do.

2009-01-10T00:01:00.002+08:00

finally meet up with The Peeps after 2 weeks
prata + ice-cream.
yum!
then to Loy's, followed by Fairprice Xtra.
i love the idea of shopping at night.
the mall is practically empty and it feels that you're shopping in your own little paradise.
awesome.

Loy's room made me suddenly all serious in giving my room a makeover, but i guess there's not enough time, so i'm gonna take it slow and start sourcing for the things.
will hopefully be able to get the whole makeover done before mid-year.
planning starts now.
:)

results are out, all grades sum up to give me a Lower-Second Hons, which is not what i want.
guess i'll really have to buck up some more (to concentrate on exams rather than so much on projects) if i wanna pull my grades up.

2009-01-07T02:52:00.004+08:00

today i finally venture out of my house (not only to throw garbage) but all the way till town just to pass WZ her dress (which is almost growing fugus).
and yes, i finally bought my organiser, the nice ones are pretty much sold out, so i just got myself a really basic monthly organiser to sort my filled-with-deadlines-life out.
i liked 2 designs but i settled on the one with a sparrow - freedom.
but i'm still kinda disappointed that i can't get any decent Nightmare Before Christmas organiser for 2009.
2007 & 2008.
i love my '08 version the best, really awesome design in hardcover, small and sturdy.

packed my room few days back, so everything is neat and tidy and looking nice.
:)

i need to call Richard to touch up my tattoo.

still feeling pretty much antisocial i guess, the mob of people just irritates me.
town is boring now, or rather, everything feels boring to me.

hooked on Kerli, Emiliana Torrini, Trespassers William, as well as "Flightless Bird, American Mouth" by Iron and Wine.
these 4 can be on repeat mode and i still can't seem to get enough.

2009-01-01T02:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

goodbye 2008, Hello 2009.
i think i can spot another wrinkle growing another strand of black hair turning white. not.
but i think i get my i'm-oh-so-afraid-to-grow-old message across perfectly.

i had been on an anti-social mood, which i still can't see an end coming.
so until i'm happy and at peace with myself, i'll live in my little solitude.
here i am blogging cause it's the new year - new year, new entry.
at the same time, it's to let My Girls know that i'm alive and kicking, lest they come tearing down my doors.

so, i'm still living my vampire-ish life.
my nights are your days and your days are my nights.

and customisations are hot, so not only i revamp my iGoogle, i also added quite a few new stuffs to my Firefox, including the Last.fm toolbar, which is simply awesome imo, exposing me to the different artists of the same genre.
and all thanks to it, i found another gem!

Trespassers William.
they're quite similiar to Emiliana Torrini.
loves.

enjoy the video!

2008-12-30T17:57:00.001+08:00

i'm not dead. yet.

2008-12-26T00:33:00.002+08:00

MERRY XMAS!!!
HOHOHO!!!

as usual, time flies, which is nothing new considering the fact that i did nothing since the start of school holidays and now, more than a week has past.
i still don't feel re-energised at all.

speaking of holidays, the list for textbooks for the coming semester had been posted and that means 200bucks flying off.
blahh.

back to the topic on Xmas, Seth and Ken joined just for the night
the initial plan to hit Wala Wala didn't get fulfilled cause Hau is a pedophile who lust after young little boys.
lol just kidding.
cause they are super damn strict on the age limit for the night and no way is the group going on separate ways cause it's Xmas and that means together as a group.
so we hoped over to Robertson Quay for TCC followed by DBL O.

the food that TCC are kinda overpriced, though the portion is just nice for a girl, i doubt that the guys are even half full.
a simple gift exchange and i love the presents that My Girls had gotten for me.
hope they like what i had gotten for them too.
Slut got me a jar of Coffee Powder, something that's totally not on my list.
not too far from my guess - sand, since both are grainy.
will share that with Dad soon.
~~(the coffee isn't premixed so will probably be more for leisure rather than the rush morning hour. i'm so used to just pouring in the powder into hot water)~~

DBL O, the place where Slut used to puke and roll in his own puke.
last night, became the first time ever, since i started binge drinking, to puke.
i'm not too sure if it's due to the stomach full of solids or issit that the beer was simply way too disgusting for me to stomach, but i guess they all played a part.
just minutes before the countdown, i puked into the tray of empty shooter glasses.
disgusting.
so there i was, wasting my dinner and drinks.
luckily we were in time for the countdown.
then shared Waterfall with the guys, at least something to pick me up.
so i'm never ever going drinking with a full stomach nor am i going to touch the beer in DBL O (it taste worst than Tuborg)
the aftertaste suck, wonder how some people can always puke.

sometimes i wonder why our plans for Xmas hadn't been going too well for these 2 years.
then again, people wonder what is an anti-christ misanthropist celebrating Xmas anyway.
and i will have to say, without this religion of Christ, there will never be any anti-christ on earth.
no one will oppose to anything that is unknown cause they simply don't exist, not even in ideas nor dreams.

2008-12-23T03:51:00.003+08:00

taking a break from reading or rather, re-reading the whole Twilight series, i was looking through gossip blogs and realised that Emma Watsons would probably play Bella Swan better than Kristen Stewart, but i guess they don't have the budget to do so.

and it's good that Robert Pattinson (who played Edward Cullen) cut his hair, and a shave will do him good.
i still don't get how people keep telling me he's drop-dead gorgeous.
he's not exactly that perfect looking though he's the kind whose looks will grow on you, but please for goodness sake, stop using the word PERFECT on him.

okay, it's time to get back to my PERFECTLY boring life cause i don't wish to turn my blog into yet another gossip blog.
it shall remain boring as it is.

as usual, after some time, i will have the urge to do something crazy to my hair.
maybe i'll dye my whole head maroon, since i had given up trying to get myself into a healthier shade, might as well make best use of what mother nature had given me.
probably after CNY (gotta think of recession, after CNY all the salons will lower their prices. teehee)

Xmas is approaching, FAST, but i still am not in the mood.
i used to get quite excited about Xmas but i guess the decline in the mood is probably part of growing up.
or it's just my anti-social moodswings, which seem to be not going away anytime soon.
somehow, i'm glad that i'm not working this holidays.
perfectly in tune with my anti-social mood.

2008-12-21T01:38:00.003+08:00

i'm done with the whole Twilight series!
it's a good read, but not as touching as i had expected it to be (since Hau blogged about tearing at some parts of the book), but i guess it's due to the lack of in depth descriptive narrations.
it can't be called a children's book but neither does it fit to be a adult novel.
somewhere in between, like a teenage love story, written for girls about vampires and werewolf.
but still, a good read nonetheless.
will most probably be re-reading it again soon, like later, just in case i missed out the emotional parts.
HAHA.

throughout the whole story, i dislike the part about Jacob Black's appearance when Edward Cullen is gone.
i guess i'm always more of a vampire-ish person than a werewolf person.
i wonder how this part will be portrayed in New Moon.
and i hope those actors and actresses buck up on their acting skills.

i was expecting myself to finish the whole series in about 3 to 4 days.
but it took me less than 2 days, even though i slept like a pig (about 12 hours worth of sleep).
Harry Potter took me a much longer time to read, also due to the fact that there's a lot more details involved.

i guess Mum have just landed back on our sunny island.
at least, real home-cooked food.

2008-12-19T22:13:00.003+08:00

finally a simple dinner plus movie with The Peeps + Hau's Darling last night as JP.
it's been 3 weeks since i had last since Loy before my exams and 2 weeks for Hau and Slut.

Twilight was okay.
i think their acting sucked cause i had finished both book 1 and 2 (i started reading the first book last night, downloaded into my lappy) and now starting the 3rd installment.
i had to say that they book is much better, though it's not as descriptive as Harry Potter series, thus limiting the imagination.
anyway, i give the move 3 Pears out of 5 Pears.

for those into heart wrenching romance, give the book a go.
but unless you're certain that you'll love the series, i'll recommend one to borrow/download online instead of buying them.

okay, back to the third book.

2008-12-17T16:57:00.002+08:00

Updated my Wishlist once again

[01] Ang Baos
[02] Benefit Eye Bright Pencil (seriously hides all dark circles)
[03] Vests (and more vests. one can never have too many vests)
[04] Polaroid Films (i can never bear to use mine... T_T)
[05] 120 or 35 Slides Films (both B&W and Colour)
[06] Tops (casual)
[07] Hair Straightening tongs
[08] Hair Curling tongs
[09] Nightmare Before Christmas 2009 Organiser
[10] Dainty Design Collagen Masks
Ang Baos (seriously, i'll be the most happy to receive money.)

anyway, had been trying to catch up with Miss No Good (Bu Liang Siao Hua), which i did and am at episode 9.
hopefully will be able to complete the whole series by the end of this week.
will most probably be jobless for this holidays.
there's still Club21 for me to go back to, but i don't feel like doing sales, and in TOWN for the time being.
i want a job close to home.

my life's pretty boring cause i'm having serious anti-social swings and i don't even wanna step out of my house at all.
don't even have the mood to go shopping.
i'm still left with Slut Ng's Xmas pressie, which i have no idea what to get.

just re-zhng my Stirling thumbdrive cause i apparently have toooooooo much time on my hands.

back to Miss No Good.

2008-12-15T22:33:00.002+08:00

my counter on iGoogle is showing me TEN days to Xmas.
if you don't know what iGoogle is, please go and commit suicide.
there's themes and widgets to add into your search engine homepage and it's rockass.
i have this widget that shows me the live-cam to the Paris Eiffel Tower.
and this awesome Gmail tool which allows me to check if there's any new e-mails without signing into Gmail.
i love google.
:D

since it's TEN days to Xmas, here's an updated Wishlist for those still trying to crack their head thinking what on earth to get for me.

[01] Ang Baos (seriously, i'll be the most happy to receive money.)
[02] Benefit Eye Bright Pencil (seriously hides all dark circles)
[03] Vests (and more vests. one can never have too many vests)
[04] Polaroid Films (i can never bear to use mine... T_T)
[05] 120 or 35 Slides Films (both B&W and Colour)
[06] Tops (casual)
[07] Ang Baos (seriously, i'll be the most happy to receive money.)

okay, i think it's pretty obvious that i want nothing else but money, so just gimme the money.
DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT get me anything that is USELESS.
i won't hesitate to sell them away.

Cath and I were thinking of participating in Flea Markets to sell our stuffs.
alot of my clothes were brand new or worn once, so i would be glad to get rid of them and earn some cash at the same time.
anybody else wanna participate in fleas too?

anyway, went to trimmed my hair and took a short walk around the new JP extension.
previously due to exams i just zoomed through the whole place.
quite a lot of chain retailers, a handful of independent retailers.
now i'm wondering where will the new interchange be located at.

my new love of the moment, in fact for quite a few months already - Emiliana Torrini

To Be Free

Once in a house on a hill
A boy got angry
He broke into my heart

For a day and a night
I stayed beside him
Until I had no hope

So I came down the hill
Of course I was hurt
But then I started to think

It shouldn't hurt me to be free
It's what I really need
To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind telling me
Why I don't know what to do with myself

There's a bar by the dock
Where I found myself
Drinking with this man
He offered me a cigarette
And I accepted
'Cause it's been a very long time
As it burned 'till the end
I thought of the boy
No one could ever forget

It shouldn't hurt me to be free
It's what I really need
To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind telling me
Why I don't know what to do with myself

To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind telling me
Why I don't know what to do with myself

To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind telling me
Why I don't know what to do with myself

2008-12-13T00:52:00.002+08:00

finally! the dreaded exams are over and i caught up with Gossip Girl.
:D

i seriously don't wish for results day to come cause i'm 80% sure that either i'll just end up with something lower than a Grade 3 and prepare to redo the whole cb CB module again next semester.
seriously, toughest of all three papers.
for once in my academic life, i didn't seem to be happy that exams had come to an end.
the first thing that i said instead of "yippee" was "FUCKKKKK".
N totally went hysterical and paranoid after the papers.

so people, time to finally meet up, catch up with whatever that i had been missing out since commencement of school as well as to enjoy my life.

Mumsy gonna be away for a week.
i hope she gets me some good stuffs from Taiwan.

2008-12-11T15:05:00.001+08:00

2 down, 1 last MOST DREADED paper to go.

i'm hoping that i can score for my MR.
i know i'm screwed for RO.

cb CB, shucks.

2008-12-11T00:07:00.000+08:00

i can't wait for this hell ride to be over.